Day 43

P24

Just entered week 7 today. Pretty wild. I can't say that I've been able to maintain that positive of a mind set over the past few weeks. Almost dreading going to work - lots on the plate, lots of hurdles to overcome on a daily basis.

Feeling a little better today. What do I need to focus on:

Better focus and strategy - it's not easy right now. Start-up mode, by definition is unorganized. Working with Alexis, is like pulling teeth at times!

Design and content creation are not my strengths, but I'm working on them everyday. Thought about it today, I feel like I have alot of fear. What am I afraid of? Failure? That I'll be exposed? Making a mistake? Fear itself?

Clearing the head a bit, having to deal with myself on a daily basis and confront those fears on a daily basis. Faith is growing, day by day.

Signs: drink, smoke and web was good last week. Felt like I overcame the hurdle to come see kevin pretty quickly.

More reading and becoming more cultured, more focus on what I'm doing, less negative thoughts, less fear of what's around the corner.

Keep plugging away at the quality issue. Don't let it wear you down.

Good work today.